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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
One of the best poems of all time.
Really, if you haven't read this book, read it. If you can truly appreciate it, that is. It is amazing to read through the incredibly romantic words that people express through these letters. Me? I'm a hopeless romantic. Poetry, love songs, "chick-flicks", romantic comedies, lifetime movies-they all get to me. I'm not ashamed to admit it! That's why I think my standards are so high for romantic relationships. And why I have decided to wait until college for my first real one. High school "relationships" are ridiculous to me. There are exceptions to every rule, but for the most part, they are just a joke. I can't wait until God finally puts that one person in my life. That person that I just might get a love letter from that will make me swoon.
Speaking of waiting until college...
the college search trudges on. I might even be visiting DBU very soon! I am pretty much extremely stoked about that. Michelle and I talk endlessly about it in English and even began a pro and con list. The only real con being that we can only go home for holidays. But we'll see how it goes and hopefully I can make my decision very soon.
I mean, seriously. I'm so tired! And yet I do nothing to help me get back in a normal sleep pattern. I stay up until all hours of the night doing unimportant things. Anyways, my point is that I am too tired write a blog that is somewhat interesting right now. I definitely will later.
What an unoriginal title.
2009. Two-Thousand and Nine. I can't believe my graduation year is finally here. I can tell it is going to be a great one. I feel better and better about the person I am becoming. FINALLY. As for this blog, I will definitely be keeping up with it more regularly because I'm tired of saying I will write in a blog and then I lose interest. I find expressing myself through the written word is a lot more liberating/satisfying/etc. than that of saying things aloud. People can come to their own conclusions and I can just keep on keeping on without feeling the least bit self conscious.
Anyways. As for me, a lot has changed since I last wrote in this blog. I have become a senior. I have matured GREATLY. The biggest conclusion I have come to in the past few months is that apart from a select few others, everyone in my school is fake. AND THEY DISPLAY IT SO BLATANTLY! It makes me want to get out of this town so badly. But I have another 6 months and 6 days until graduation, so I will make the best with what I have to work with.
I have been accepted to my first university! Dallas Baptist University to be exact. I'm feeling really good about this school, but am still praying that I end up where God wants me to be, because I truly strive to be in the place that He wants me to be the most.
I already feel better having written this much. Sadly, it is 11:37 and I desperately need to get back into a normal human's sleep pattern so I shall leave it at that for now. But expect more soon!
And I'm better than ever, by the way.
It's finally feeling like summer. And I have been pretty happy with life the past few days.
quick list update of happenings:
-Abbie and I bringing the party to Shelby's sweet sixteeeen
-Dancing the night away at said sweet sixteen!
-Going to church and not feeling the least bit drowsy
-Quality time with BROOKLYN WAGNER
-Helping out a friend in need (lovelovelove doing that.)
-Finding the perfect summer songs to turn all the way up in the car!
so, yeah. it's been going pretty swimmingly the past 2 days or so.
hopefully it continues?
Who wants to go?!
So I really haven't been involved within the blogosphere for a while now...and I figure (after much pushing from Miss Brooklyn Wagner) that I should start again. So here's a list of what's been going on as of late:
-School's out
-I'm a senior...and it's wierd.
-Summer School. yeah...
-Volleyball. and lots of it.
I guess that's it? haha it's not a very long list. But it sucks because it really does not feel like summer at all. I am gone from 8am to about 4pm. No sleeping in (unless I don't go to church on Sundays but I most likely will). So after summer school is over Brooklyn and I plan on trying to make things as summery as possible.
Can't friggen wait.
oh, and this made my day.
I will try to blog again soon!
So the past few days have been pretty eventful. There was a stressful misunderstanding that knocked me down physically for a couple days. I guess they really weren't lying when they said stress isn't good for people recovering with mono. But whatever, at least that's over. I need to hurry up and buy tickets for SanFran! But anyways. So yesterday I was talking with a friend of mine(who shall remain anonymous even though I'm sure hardly anyone reads this) and he was saying how much he hated his life and how he hasn't been happy for 10 years, so on and so forth. It just saddened me to see someone who I thought was so full of life and happy all the time be so down. Talking about how he felt like purposely flipping his car without his seatbelt on sometimes. I talked to him for a while and calmed him down thankfully. But the thing that bothers me the most is that people are complete douchebags to this person for no good reason. It just made me so angry. On another note, one more week at home and then I'm back in action! Thank God. Oh, and I really dont like Daylight Savings Time.!
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
